12/6 A Dream and a Conundrum

Yesterday's shift went well, we were steady but not busy.  I gave notice to my boss but then kind-of took it back, so he's probably confused.  He seemed mad when I told him the reason that I'm leaving is that Stinky is an asshole.  He was probably mad because I said it just like that.

Saw the back of a row of houses reflected perfectly in their little neighborhood drainage pond **cough, cough** I mean private lake.  In that moment, it was one of the prettiest things I've seen lately.

Last night I dreamed that I was a pizza going through the oven over and and over again.

I've accepted a position at Crazy Hippie Pizza Place, but now I'm not so sure, so I've mad a pros and cons list.

Crazy Hippie Pizza Place

Pros

• No StinkyButtFace
• Higher base pay
• Slower business, so less stress, more free time
• Cool new pizza
• Change

Cons

• Effectively a pay cut because of slower business
• Free time makes me clean, when I run out of cleaning free time makes me crazy
• Further away from home
• Don't really know the delivery area as well
• Would have to buy my own driving record, MASPSGO, and duplicate SS card (cuz I can't find mine)

Current Pizza Place

Pros

• Busy business keeps me busy, never run out of cleaning
• Higher pay means less stress about money
• Already know the delivery area
• Like (most) of the people there already
• I'm results driven, so I like it when it's busy and I get to make a bigger impact

Cons

• StinkyButtFace stresses me out, a lot
• Can be chaotic in a bad way
• Lower starting rate means that when we're not busy I make less money

I honestly don't know what to do.

I haven't really been writing down my stats this week.  I don't know why.  Mostly because I've been too stressed out to find comfort in the numbers.  Partly because I was using a rental car until yesterday.